downhill swirles in my life =(

[drifterx]

geez i bet none of u have a life like mine. now i cant work on my car cuz of a new reason.... someone is sueing me, the felony charge was dropped last year when a kid lied to the police when he came up to me a punched me and i self defended myself with "the club" (spliting his head) and pinned him down and didnt even attack him... anyways this same kid now is sueing me in civil court... and if u know anything abt civil, it cost alot of a lawyer and then i might still have to pay his dumb ass..... i found this out Sat.
last thursday i found out my aunt has/had lung cancer (she had surgery)
Aug. my gf got murdered
last Aug 2000-my dad died of cancer
july 2000- my mom had a stroke from being worried abt my dad dying

the stupid ass kid was pressing charges on me during the summer of 2000 while i worked 80 hrs and taking car of my parents
and the incident happened in April of 2000 i think

Am i Jesus? cuz jesus suffered torcher for the sin of people
am i being torchered?
now i cant even buy anymore toys for the 240sx =(
i already have money trouble
Thank You god, thanks for fucking me over and over again, you are a homo cuz u like fucking me..... why dont u just take my balls away if u wanna hurt me

hey bro.....
keep ur head up,
god chose u to go through this because you are one of the strong people, u can handle this.... and u WILL get through this........ if u ever need to talk let me know.... i can try to help u can add me to ur msn if u want or aol whatever ..... just let me know and i'll e-mail u .... or whatever anything u want/ need i'll help you my friend.

[S13Grl]

Exactly. I really can't say anything else either, just keep your head up and try and find a positive side to it. And you know that all of us here will always be there if you need to talk or anything else (no sexual favors, sorry). So, take it easy, please!

[bing]

(Edited by bing at 9:25 pm on Oct. 29, 2001)

[S13Grl]

I've been through some pretty interesting crap too: finances being my biggest problem. Me and credit cards are now life-long enemies. I'm really happy now that I got the 240, it keeps me occupied and gives me a goal to work for. My boyfriend helps a lot too, it wasn't a 4-year-long crush, but I love him just the same.

i havent had a quarter as many problems as pretty much the rest of u guys........ if you guys want/ need to talk just let me know....... i'll be here for u guys.

[bing]

(Edited by bing at 9:25 pm on Oct. 29, 2001)

[drifterx]

bing u F*cking punk
hahah jk
hmmm i am glad u grew up now, just dont run out now and shot people with 9mm and we will be cool =)
well i went through alot more crap i just didnt write but i see we all have problems, however from all the people i know around here, everyone always wonders why all the problems find me... i am like the nicest person and i would stick up for all my friends... i dont like fighting... i dont try to hurt people and mind my own business most of the time.. i even stopped illegal street racing for a while, till my gf got killed... she didnt like it so i stopped. i even told people not to go get revenge and kill the people who killed her, and let the courts deal with it.... i even told people not to cry about it cuz she wouldnt want us crying. ohhh yeah i do alot of community service for no reason except personal satifiction. why do i get screweD?
bing: man good luck.... if there is anything u need let me know.... i mean anything.... dont break your probation anymore.... just live with what u got.... life is unfair, the downward fall is long, far, and deep.....
i also got money trouble... i have over $13000 in CC with 17.99% interest... not to mention student loans and money i owe in the street....
I WISH EVERYONE THE BEST OF LUCK
if i died, i would die as a happy man cuz i lived life like no other, i can say i took the rollorcoster and it was a #### of a trip. =) terrorist now come and get me!

[DragonReborn214]

(Edited by DragonReborn214 at 1:46 pm on Oct. 29, 2001)

[DragonReborn214]

</span><table border="0" align="center" width="95%" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="1"><tr><td>Quote </td></tr><tr><td id="QUOTE">Quote: from bing on 11:41 am on Oct. 29, 2001
oh drifter, i forgot... regarding lawsuits.

i hit a person named
Bogislaugh Nowak, i dont know whether it was a guy or a girl, but one day i was at work in a call center and my cell rang, it was the guy i was arrested with and we arent really friends so it was odd, i ran in to the bathroom and calle dhim back.

he had got a notice in the mail that this person was sueing us for damages of $1,000,000.

Holy what the fucking ####?<img src="http://www.zilvia.net/f/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/confused.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt='???'>?

you think i was scared... fukin A i was.

a million dollars,

on top of that my mom has to put the house up for my bail, and i broke probation twice, i dont know but i think that may have cost our house that my mom spent everydollar on since she was 16, and now it was finally ours and i may have lost it for a stupid paintball gun,

tell me the law is just...
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Jesus christ dude, Drifters girlfriend got murdered, his mom has cancer, and his dad died of fucking cancer! You are bitching about trouble that you got yourself into! He never asked for any of this!

Man... to even compare what you did to what drifter went through is horrible.

(If you get yourself in trouble, don't bitch about it.)

[Grant]

Just some of the reasons I'm an aethiest.

[BlankFlip]

i agree dragonreborn214, especially since u said &quot;hey, i could go on about many things and probably beat you pretty bad,&quot; i'm sorry, but that ain't even close, that's just trouble w/ the law, not nearly as bad as the personal problems he has gone through. i seriously hope everything turns out okay in ur life, n that u can look forward to living ur life n not have to worry about ne problems.

[Chokudori]

####, my gf was almost murdered a few years ago. Some stupidass stalker decided to hire a hitman. But my gf's friend became the victim instead... Now we live in a different state. I can't begin to imagine what it would have been like if the hitman actually got my gf. And it really sucks that the friend got killed... Good thing I never knew her friend. &nbsp;
Just hang in there though. You don't have any witnesses to the incident that you're getting sued for? If not, then it would be just his word vs yours.

[dave2u]

</span><table border="0" align="center" width="95%" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="1"><tr><td>Quote </td></tr><tr><td id="QUOTE">Quote: from Chokudori on 4:32 pm on Oct. 29, 2001
####, my gf was almost murdered a few years ago. Some stupidass stalker decided to hire a hitman. But my gf's friend became the victim instead... Now we live in a different state. I can't begin to imagine what it would have been like if the hitman actually got my gf. And it really sucks that the friend got killed... Good thing I never knew her friend.
Just hang in there though. You don't have any witnesses to the incident that you're getting sued for? If not, then it would be just his word vs yours.</td></tr></table><span id='postcolor'>

thats right! &nbsp;If it was just U 2 &nbsp;and he`s bullshit*ing. You bullsh**t.
Whatever doesnt kill ya just makes you stronger. You develop the right attitude to your experiences and you`ll become one strong individual. Use your difficult experiences to find answers and an understanding. Build experiences and then use that to help others not as strong or as experiencad as yourself on the way up. Turn what could be the beating of you into the making of you. &nbsp;I say to myself (back onto those hairs on the back of my neck again) &quot; I get stronger and stronger and stronger AND STRONGER.....and the harder ir gets &nbsp;I GET STRONGER &nbsp;and the harder i`m given it &nbsp;I GET STRONGER...ad infinitum. You develop strength in the face of adversity.
Then you can walk through brick walls mate &nbsp;(whisper behind hand) just remember to put your hand in front of your face before you make contact cos it bloody hurts &nbsp;(end whisper behind hand) &nbsp;<img src="http://www.zilvia.net/f/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/wink.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=';)'>

[bing]

sorry guys, i didnt read about drifters dad,

man thats alot worse than anything i've been through, sorry i jumped the gun and i do apologize...

especially to drifter

[my240likenoother]

life sucks, then you die, so FUCK the world and lets gett high!!!!!
:cool: :cool: :cool: :cool:

(Edited by my240likenoother at 11<img src="http://www.zilvia.net/f/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/wow.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':0'>1 pm on Oct. 29, 2001)

[DSC]

my240, you a cool guy, but if you said something like that to me after all that shit happened I would be very upset even if you were trying to lighten up the situation a bit...

I can't imagine that situation, I actually cryed when i first heard about his girl...I don't know him but i was just so pissed/confused/sad after hearing that a couple months ago. <img src="http://www.zilvia.net/f/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':('> I do nothing...wake up, work, come home, drink, sleep and then wake up again. I live a very boreing and unsatisfying life...I just can't imagine anything major happening. I've had nighmares about loved ones dieing but about the worst thing thats every happened to me was when my cat died..

Drifter I have nothing to say abou this, only I wish you the best in life. I hope your pain now teaches you something that allows you to help someone else or something. I just hope something good can come out of this &quot;god awful shitty mess&quot; <img src="http://www.zilvia.net/f/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif" border="0" valign="absmiddle" alt=':('> I don't know how you've made it this far, you're obviously a very strong person and I'm truly sorry about all that has happend. Hrm I think its about time for slepe in my list of daily activities.

[keepitmovin]

hey bing, sorry to hear about that stuff. I belive in GOD and everything happens for a reason, dont ask me what it is but there will always be someone worst off than you me and eveyone, I dont know what its like to lose a parent but its unimaginable pain. I wish you the best of luck in your life just gotta keep your chest out and handle it. Over come obsticles show what you can do. I know its easy me saying this without being in your shoes but just try man. Well all be paid back in the other life (heaven if there is gotta have faith) good will go bad will parish. Just think about it all those jew for example in the holocast saw all their family die. Im not saying dont cry just be strong. If you delt with this , long you are strong I probaly would of killed my self. I look up to you keep it up. if ya need to talk AIM - keepitmovin7 peace take care

[IceTekGuy]

umm dude, it happened to Drifter, not bing

Drifter, man i feel for you my step dad is going through what just recently happened to you, he got into an accident a year ago, not the &quot;BUS&quot; driver is sueing him for kneck problems, she was in a school bus, and he was in a camaro... and she is hurt( FUCKIN DUMB CUNT, SHIT WHORE)
my most favorite uncle died last year, , my cousin got beat up badly for a hat... a fucking baseball cap...
i am in alot of finanacial shit, ... it all sucks man... i know

but hang in, it'll be ok,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, someday

ahh...i thought i was the only one...i'd give up a long tyme ago on GOD...(you guys all would not want me to go into my thinking about GOD) Live life as it is if sumone screw's you over SCREW there asses over like a dog would do a bitch...if sumone stole from you, go and steal from them..if sumone kill one of yours go and kill that sumone...because hey there is no #### or Heaven so don't be afraid of going to either...Everybody was created to Make mistakes...so why should you be punish for it....and when you look at all the cock suckin left nut missing bastard who does all there dirt and still you see them having better shit then you do thats when you'll think, &quot;SHIT shouldn't GOD punish him for stealing that Type-R engine and puttin it in his Civic&quot; (had to use that example cause i knwo this fool who does this and he got one of the tytest mofo lookin ricers i've seen...and still nuthing caught up with him yet...i'm not saying everyone should go out and kill and rob..but i'm saying..i'd give up on GOD cause it seems he only picks on me!!! and the realy bastards who does deserve shit don't get shit...so it's EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF!!!!!...i don't steal shit i buy my shit legit and i work hard at a gay fast food job but hey..i ain't trippin cause when i do get there imma be wuppin some holy asS!!!!........

NO disrespect to any of you who really believe in GOD...this is my point of view..and hey it's in the ammendment freedom of speech #### i love america...

[DuffMan]

Hey man sorry about your troubles. Maybe you can get someone to mysteriously make this kid disapear, heh.

Think about it this way. Even though things might be bad for you, there are millions of people that have it worse. It's all relative. I'm sure you are blessed in many ways. It always hard when a loved one dies, but three that close must be rough. Still, you had the benefit of knowing them and loving them, and you will always keep that with you.

Man, drifter, that's pretty rough. &nbsp;I'm glad to hear you've made it through all of that so far, and keep it up. &nbsp;I've been through a lot of crap as well. &nbsp;When I was in Junior High and Highschool i lived with my mom's boyfriend who was an alcoholic ex-con for attempted murder, DUI, serious drug charges, and other crazy crap. &nbsp;We had a drug bust in our house when I was in highschool. &nbsp;It was pretty rough, but I made it through alright without getting into drugs at all, or becoming violent or anything.

On the contrary, for everyone here that is pissed off at God, or thinks God hates them or what I encourage you to look more into it. &nbsp;There's no one on this forum that hasn't had some crazy bad crap happen to them, and if every who has had crap happen to them is hated by God, then that would mean God hates everyone. &nbsp;I know there's a source of good, and a source of evil. &nbsp;(I've seen demons) &nbsp;I'm not a churchy legalistic Christian, but just another s14 owner here who let God change his life for the better. &nbsp;

I am no better then anyone here.

[Grant]

its weird tho, we are born, we get educated, we go to school, we have a career, and then we retire, then we die. &nbsp;We live to die one day, I guess its experiences like these that make life...... life...

[drifterx]

thanks ppl.... i just had to voice to someone
LETS END THIS THREAD
thanks