Today all my happiness with going

[NiteKids]

My best friend is leaving tomorow.  I'm going to miss her sooooooo much. She's still here with me right now but I keep thinking about it and it's getting me really depressed. I had a good time with her though. I couldn't have asked for more. (excpet for getting laid of course)

We had some great times on meth or whatever. Ex. Had some great bonding moments.

Here is a few things I learned though that you might be able to help me figure out.

She said that I'm like a brother to her. (Noooooooooo) The reason that she doesn't date me is cause she doesn't want to mess up our friendship with is soooooooo tight. She says that other bond is more then any bf could ever be. She's wants to see me happy with other girls but at the same time she doesn't want me to be with anybody else. Says that she really loves me. etc etc

I hate my life.


OH my Gawd I can't stop crying! I sound so weak and pathetic. Please god help me though this time. Oh my god I care about her to much and she's means my life to mean. I would do anything for her. I mean anything. I'm so tired to seeing her go though these shity BF's and having all these guys take advantage of her because she's too nice for her own good. Why can't it just be simple and she feels the way I feel for her. I would give my life for her. I can't even say I felt this way for my ex gf or that I even loved her. Sorry for ranting but I feel like shit. Why did fate seperate us 2000 miles away from kansas and cali. Gawd I fuckin haet this place. Its so hell with out her.

[SR20Fastback]

Give it time man, she'll come around. Who knows, maybe you'll move closer together, maybe something will spark, dont be down, because the future can be so bright. In the mean time, you've got your gorgeous car, if thats any consolation. Just try to think of the good times that you 2 shared for the last week.

[Sniper-X]

You know man, I went through something like that about 7 years ago.  I remember thinking about how she shouldn't be with all of these guys who treated her like crap and how i could be so much more to her.  I can kind of relate to your dilemma.  But don't worry, no one can predict what will happen next.  Just don't go on too strong and try to push it on her or she might get scared.  Subtle can be best in a situation as delicate as this.

[ruf]

Ok I kept my nose out of this for a while, but this just gets on my nerves. I feel for you (been there a few times), but this is just bullsh!t.

</span><table border="0" align="center" width="95%" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="1"><tr><td>Quote (NiteKids @ July 29 2002,04:14)</td></tr><tr><td id="QUOTE">We had some great times on meth or whatever.</td></tr></table><span id='postcolor'>Oh yeah, drug-induced affection and bonding. That's real. Crystal will make all your problems go away. And give you a lot of worse ones.

As for the crank-addicted object of your desires, she's just f*cking with you. Maybe not intentionally, but she has no idea what she wants and there's not a damn thing you can do to help make up her mind except for walk the hell away and hope she grows up and wakes up from the haze. I take that back, you can help her make up her mind. You could stick around and have her abuse your convenience so that she permanently takes you for granted. Or you can pressure her and totally freak her out and she'll never talk to you again.

There are plenty of other incredible women out there. Go work on your damn car until you meet another one. Anything you do with this one will only kill your chances with her in the future. Move on and leave the rest to fate.